Wow where has the time gone!
Today my little man is 2 and a half!
A Whole 30 months this gorgeous little boy has been in our lives,
making it absolutely crazy and wonderful at the same time.
3 years ago yesterday we had our first scan and announced it to everyone.
Little B has grown so much in the last 30 months, I can’t believe he used to be this little dot.
And Now he’s this scrumptious independent little boy that in his own words is
‘crazy in the jungle’
cars, trains, monsters and dragons.
Having books read to him and looking at them himself.
Building Lego Castles.
Daddy throwing him around and pretending to wrestle.
Paddling Pools and lots of splashing
Singing Songs his faves at the minute are Incy Wincy, Twinkle Twinkle and Row Row
Shouting loud at everything in excitement and frustration
Hiding and telling everyone about it
Climbing, jumping, running and digging
Counting to 12 (minus number 5)
Minions but he calls them Zeroes (can only imagine it’s because of an alien from Doc Mcstuffins, but I’m not sure)
He giggles constantly and I love his joy of life yet he can be so chilled out and loves cuddles with mummy
This little man drives me insane on a daily basis but makes me feel happier than i realised possible.
He doesn’t listen, he’s started hitting and trying to bite when he doesn’t get his own way and crys and whinges over the tiniest things yet he is the sweetest, kindest little boy who gives so many cuddles and kisses, is excited by trying to save bumble bees from water and is so good with his pleases and thank you’s.
He’s hysterical and is learning new words and ways to do things by the day.
He wants to do everything himself with no help and is always so proud of himself when he succeeds.
He is my world and I really would do anything for him but I worry on a daily basis that I’m not the best mum i could be,
that I’m not doing a very good job, that I lose my temper too quickly, work too many hours and am not 100% focussed when I’m with him .
I think about a time when he won’t want to crawl onto my lap and give me snuggles, the time that I won’t be his number one.
The future times where I’m not going to know what to do, whether this is soon, when he starts school or through the teenage years and truly hope I can do the best by him.
I know that every mum has these worries and if a friend said this to me I would tell them what an amazing job they are doing, so I’m going to be a good friend to me and say that I will always do what I think is right and the best thing by him,
some days this may not work out but I will always be there, no matter what.
I hope he knows that his dad and I will always work as a team
and do our best to help him grow into a wonderful man.
We love you to the moon and back Little B and we can’t wait to watch you grow!